Ever had one of THOSE mornings?
I had one this very morning! I woke up mad at the world and everyone in it. I can't tell you why. Maybe it's "that time of the month" or I woke up on "the wrong side of the bed" either way...
I.WAS.ANGRY.
I was angry because...
We only have ONE bathroom and EVERY.SINGLE.TIME I am in there for anything I am interrupted.
Jase didn't want to get dressed this morning so I showed him with a spanking and ruined his morning too.
My boots kept sinking in the stupid mud because my yard is
I have 3 stinky bags of trash in my van because since we moved we have NO.TRASH.PICKUP.
I forgot my phone so I had to trapes through the mud TWICE.
I have a run in my pantyhose (yes it matters even if I am wearing pants).
I want ONE day...just ONE day...to clean my house from top to bottom and then another day that I can rest! Just rest.
I want to be able to go buy something without worrying if it will overdraw our account.
I.WANT.A.HAIRCUT. and not a cheap one from a stranger. I want to go to Seventh Ave Salon and let Shany Holcomb shampoo, cut and style me.
I want supper to cook itself then clean up its own dishes.
I want today to be Friday.
I want the monotony of life to STOP and the spontaneity to kick in.
I want to go to bed and start all over!!!
More than anything else I am angry because most of you read my first sentence and assumed that I didn't count my blessing before I got angry but I did.
I sure did and I am thankful. I am grateful for my family, my house, my life, my job, all my second chances and the wonderfulness of the Father but today...today..
I.AM.ANGRY.
and you know what? I will get over it because tomorrow is a new day!
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